We visited our son 12 times (6 day two visits per day). They are all done as I write this. The visits went well. At first he was scared and criend a lot, in fact he pretty much cried most of the first two visits. By the end, he was running to the room he would meet us at to start the visits. We were already attached, but now he was too. You saw the change too. He would let us serve him water, laughed much more, and even misbehaved a little by throwing toys and laughing about it. We didn't really care as we enjoyed him being able to be himself in front of us. He hugged us a lot more too.
It was an amzing experience spending all this time with him and getting to know him. What he likes in terms of play and how he likes to be held. It definately isnt easy leaving him for potentially 3 months, but I feel okay right now. He is taken care of at the home, the workers love him, calling him their favourite, eats well as evidenced by his tummy and gets lots of affection. He knows this as his home, so to him he is comfortable. I am sure in a month from now I will feel different, but maybe not. I very much miss him, but I know this is how it has to be for now. We waited several months to get to this point and at least I have pictures and videos to remember what this is all about.
He is absolutely amazing and blows my mind how so. I didn't think I would fall in love so much. I love how serious he is and always thinks when playing. I love when he just feels the need to start dancing when music is playing. He is the cutest baby ever and soon he will be my son. I can't wait to show him off to my world back home.
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